My Social Media Ramblings.

Today there are tons of people trying to compete and show how amazing they are. These people fight with keyboards on social media. They try to make themselves seem like they are the most put together people, the best, the only voice that matters. They are wrong. If you have to hide behind a keyboard, you are a coward. I was bullied in school, who wasn't? Remember when it was bullying in the form of paper notes. There wasn't a social media outlet to bash, to hate on. There weren't millions of people able to see what mean and horrible things people say about you. I have seen so many people bullied online, it is devastating! It has to stop! You don't know what those people are battling. I am so tired of people telling me what to believe, what to accept, what to do. I believe in God. If you don't, I feel bad for you, I will pray for you. You can mock me all you want. I know where I am going when I die. Do you? Are you sure? Don't try to cram your beliefs down my throat. I believe what I believe. Deal with it. I am not going to apologize for who I am. I am not going to hide behind my need to please people. I can't do it anymore. This is my open letter to everyone who doesn't know me. I love God. My family. My Friends. Sometimes I get caught up in the crap the world wants me to do. To Be. I am done with that. Either you like me, or you don't. I am not going to walk on egg shells around certain people. I am done with that. I am not here on earth to make everyone happy. I will not feel guilty for taking time for myself. I won't feel guilty for putting my family first. We don't have the luxury of family time and the 9-5 work hours. I am allowed to have a voice. I don't have to believe what you believe to love you. But, in turn don't try and change me. I am tired. I am cutting out the negative. Just some things that I had to get out today.

Love,

Sabrina

xoxoxo

So, it has been a while.

And by a while I mean 3 years. BUT, recently I have been working on myself and I am not complete without writing. It was my first love and will always be something I love to do. I put it on the back burner for a while. Mainly, life happened.

I have many more loves now. More things I want to do in a 24 hour period. But, for about a month now I have been really feeling the urge to write again. There is something so therapeutic about spilling words out in the form or writing. I have a MUCH easier time writing my words. I can express myself better on paper (or in this case, computer).

I just wanted to say hi again and let everyone who actually reads what I write, that I am going to try this blogging thing again. Let's see if I can follow through this time. I hope one day through writing I can make a difference in someone's life. Because at the end of the day, making someone smile is a gift.

Love,
Sabrina
xoxo